2010 has brought some interesting things so far. i’ve taken my first road trip. been to my first aquarium. it’s brought quite a bit of confusion into my life. my ex girlfriend. and the love of my life had changed her mood. once again! but it’s really hard. for me to give up what i have now. for her. knowing, as usual, she’ll just get up and go. which i understand. why would she want to be with me? i did nothing but cheat and lie to her. it’s all very confusing…